Not Gonna Live a Lie!

I am not a good actress, nor do i love to play charades..

Life is too short..

I am not gonna continue hiding under the mask of Pizzazz..

Bye Bye Pizzazz..

I am charismatic, and i am gonna stay that way..
http://charismaticq8ia.blogspot.com

sorry for the bother of switching from one blog to another..
i was battling my inner demons :P~
i promise i am gonna stay as charisma for a long time ;)

How do you volunteer in Kuwait?

i have always thought of myself as a philanthropist..

i have always strived to give back to my community..

i have always felt good after working on a charitable project..

i guess helping people releases endorphins or something ;P
(interesting hypothesis i know.. someone should research that relationshop more.. and if you get a nobel peace prize or anything, i want half the proceeds ;P)


at school, i was very active and was in many community service projects such as feeding the poor, recycling, etc.. but again, this was always organized by some teacher or advisor..

now that i am in university, it seems that i have been stagnant! and don't give back as much..

i tried joining the community service club, but that ended in vain.. they're odd.. they want you to help, yet don't inform you of the meetings, or what the hell is going on..

so after many attempts to catch on, i found myself lagging and totally clueless about their activities..

so, i've decided to go solo!

i've decided to volunteer on my own and not rely on some club to encourage me to give and be charitable..

the question is..

how the hell do i start?
any ideas on what organization to join?
in other words, what charities are available in kuwait that want volunteers and need help?
appreciate the help people ;*

A breath of Fresh air..

"Wind's in the east, mist comin' in.
Like something is brewin' about to begin
Can't put me finger on what lies in store
But I feel what's to happen, all happened before." -Opening lines of Mary Poppins Movie..!

Winter is coming, you guys!
i was amazed yesterday by the change in temperature, and the soft chilly breeze... ;)

i thought it wouldn't last, but boy! was i wrong..
its so weird how weather can influence your mood, and totally change it...

the weather today was amazing!
it not only was refreshing, it rejuvenated and cleansed my aura..

*hehe i felt like a guru just now ;p~ *

it totally turned my mood around, from irritated hungry and lazy to energetic and full of life!

as nice as this change of weather might seem, it's a bit spooky.. i mean come on, scorching summer one day to wonderful winter the next.. hmmm ;P CONSPIRACY.. just kidding!

but seriously haven't you noticed everyone's mood today?

weren't people just a bit more cheerful?

wasn't the morning rush hour traffic a bit bearable today?

weren't people smiling for a change?

weren't the FM DJ's very energetic and full of "pizzazz" today?

weren't you happy for no obvious reason today?

wasn't my post optimistic for a change? hehe ;p

i'd like to conclude this post with the following message..

I wish that this breeze brings joy, happiness, and prosperity..

Keep Smiling people winter is on it's way! ;)

*Hopefully if i don't jinx it and scare this good weather away ;P *

**Fingers crossed**

Who is a blogger?

As i was reading miss Cosmos post about a female blogger's reunion http://misscosmokuwait.blogspot.com/2005/10/female-bloggers-gabga.html alot of questions kept popping into my mind..

at first i was really excited about the whole "Meet a blogger" thing.. but then i started thinking about who i was going to meet..

i knew them all by their nicknames..
i knew their personalities through their writing style..
i knew a bit about their likes and interests through the things they write about..
but i did not know what kind of people i was gonna meet..
i did not know them..

this created mixed emotions..
i was shy, trepidated, and a bit uncomfortable with the whole situation..
i desperatly want to meet them, but i am not ready yet..

this whole event has made me want to know more about all you bloggers..
i wanna know more about u..

** i edited the last part out, ** ;P~

i had questions like what class did u graduate as? and etc.. but i realize now that it sounded like an interrogation.. and that would contradict with the whole blogger anonymity thing..

so in conclusion,

blogger anonymity is a very touchy subject..

Missable?

yeah, i know the title does not make sense.. :P when i say missable, i mean that you have this ability to be missed..

let me cut to the chase..

i was sick for the last week.. (who wasn't? :P almost all of kuwait was sick) and missed a few days of university.. Every possible person called me enquiring about my health, he just sent me a msg.. the nerve of this guy! i mean, i am in most of his classes and its as if he didn't notice..

i was pissed and sick.. when i went back to university, i gave him the hard shoulder, and was very diplomatic.. i am usually warm and open with him, after all he is one of my best friends, but i am doubting the friendship.. it looks like love wrapped under the blanket of friendship :P but thats another story..

anywayz in the weekend, he suddenly sends me a text message.. "Hello, missed you".. i reply with a :) .. i hate smiles in sms, they're very vague and he knows i hate them and he does too.. so me being the good person that i am later on send him a text message reminding him that we had something due, and he replys with a "wallah i missed u"..

take notice, i did not bring up the miss u thing again.. he blurted it out..

my question is..

why the hell was he missing me now?
did it mean he was thinking of me?
does he think of me alot?
am i really missable?
why didn't he call when i was sick?
why are guys just so weird?
and why the hell am i writing this post about him?


**I am really starting to believe that Ramadan drives people crazy, i am crazier than usual..**

New Address..

Hi again!

For those of you that know me already.. Yeah i changed my blog address.. Why? because alot of people know my other address, people i don't want knowing all the details of my dysfunctional life..

for all of you new guys, welcome to my blog.. i hope u like it.. ;)